Procrastination

this simple little word is what shows up most in my vocabulary lately. it packs such a powerful punch to every part of my body. it's screaming Proctrastinator! and it's knocking me down.
i found out there's about 5 different types of procrastinastion and i've recently been awarded 4 out of 5. perfectionist. dreamer. worrier. and overdoer. and now i've thought of a brand new one: blogblocker... i haven't been blogging as much i would like, mostly because i don't have the time or motivation. no motivation simply because i know no one else cares. i'm 99.9% sure that i'm the only one who reads every single blog of mine. so what's the point? and every little piece of my life is constantly changing; too fast to take some time to write all of it down. my mind is just simply incapable of decoding my deepest feelings into words. it's frustrating. i'm thinking of flat-out deleting this whole thing, but something inside of me tells me not to. so i guess i'll just be postponing it for a while, or until i absolutely feel the need to "produce" another blog every now and then.