Friday was insane. i had a family get-together at my small house. and i saw my aunt for the first time since learning about her lung cancer. it was a little awkward and shaky at first, but things got better. she seems to be taking it pretty well. i'm still confused and down-right worried, since it is a waiting game for her right now. but i'm praying all the time:)
i told my cousin Haley, who's the oldest (13) of my aunt that i was always there for her and i told her how much i love her and her mom and family. Which she already knows of course, but I wanted to make sure she knew. Because at a time like this, I don’t think she knows WHO to turn to for any kind of help. I mean, she has tons of support, just no one who she can just SCREAM out her emotions to. And I wanna help her anyway I can by being that someone. Over the summer we were each other’s “rocks” and I still wanna be. i couldn't really tell if she was okay since she didn't spill her emotions out on the table for me, in front of everyone else, but she was laughing and having fun, so I’m glad we were all kinda distracting her from her family problems, even if it was for one night.
&& I don’t think my little cousin Sophia (7 ½ ) knows about it, but I believe she knows something is wrong. I can tell by the way she was acting and just how different she was. Or maybe she does know, idk. I was told that she doesn’t know, but I didn’t wanna ask her. Ya know? And I wouldn’t know what to say to her anyways… same with Tommy and Bristol, their little brothers. They’re wayy too young to know, so I didn’t even think about saying anything.
Anyways, Haley got an Ipod nano (new one) for Christmas and she brought it over. She doesn’t have a computer so I tried to get some songs off of my computer onto her ipod. I HAD limewire, but somehow lost it. But there were still songs on files, so we tried to copy them. But I guess you can only add Itunes? Idk. Ha, I don’t have an Ipod myself, so I had no idea. I felt like a complete idiot reading the directions and getting all confused with Itunes. I tried to download it, but it was going to take 18 hours! Ha, no thanks. So we gave up and just charged the Ipod, so we could play the games that came with it. Haha
But she said her friend would help her out, considering she had like 5 ipods. Ha so I was like, okay, I tried. :)
My aunt brought her grandbabies Mia and Zoe. They’re twins and complete dolls!! (: they’re 2 I believe; and they have curly blonde hair with pure blue eyes. Ahhh! Their curls are perfect spirals, I swear they look like they had them curled with an iron. But nahh, it’s natural:) but they’re so adorable, talking to each other and just looking so cute with their matching outfits. Haha but yeah, they want me to take pictures of the girls!! Ahh! I’m so excited. They supposedly saw my pictures I sent of Haley and Sophia in their Christmas cards and now some of my other family members want me to take pictures for them too! Of course I’d do them for free and plus it’s great practice. (: I just don’t know how well they’re gonna turn out with a 5 mega pixel camera and limited light angles. I forsureee need to get a new camera!!
Well, almost everyone ended up staying the night! Omg, so my grandparents slept in my parent’s bed; while my parents took the bed in our motor home. My sister and Sophia slept in our little single bed. Haha
me and haley took the table bed in the motor home and the rest slept on our sectional couch. There was a total of like 7 kids and 2 adults on the couch. Haha it was insane. But yeah, I froze my butt off in the motor home since the heat went out. We need to get that fixed. Haha but me and haley stayed up playing Grand Theft Auto Vice City. Omg, that is a bad game. It was given to us and we tried it out. Now I know why it was rated M for Mature. Haha but we’re both mature enough, considering everything we’ve been through, and what we have to put up with everyday. so it wasn’t too bad. But I wouldn’t recommend it. No wayy! (:
Well, I guess that’s everything. i'm off to getting ready for church and we're ALL going, as a family. but the fact that we're even going is a miracle. but i'm glad and happy. it's the first Sunday of the year and i'm hoping Sundays will change from now on. :) maybe i won't have to start driving myself to and from church by myself. :)
A lot of writing I know. It’s a curse ;)
Until next time…:DD
lovealways;morgan
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