2009

2009!! i'm so glad you're here. i truely hope you are a new beginning for me.
i've been thinking a lot about my past and it's almost like i completely skipped 2008 and went straight to 2007. i swear, because i was talking to my sister about it and she was like dudee; that was the year before. and i was like omg, it totally was, how could i forget? and i totally forgot my sweet sixteen. it seriously took me some time to think about it. and then i remembered, but then i forgot about the best part of it until today. omg, i feel like an idiot Emily love. i told you it wasn't so great and that's not so true, because that night was amazing! that was the night i went to my first concert, the Montgomery Gentry concert. and i forgot to tell you. i feel like such a ditz and such a negative nancy:( and i hate myself for that right now.
but the point is, is that i shouldn't have to take a gazillion years to remember such special events. especially if they happened not too long ago. i want a change, and life's what you make it right? So i want you to be a year i'll never forget. (;
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So my first day, the first day of 2009 was alright. not a great start. but then again, i slept away about half of the day. haha i woke up around 2:30pm; so the day went by quite fast. all i did was take a shower and lay around all day. well, i did get back on track with my diet. ughh, the holidays are so sweetening. hehe (; and i did my exercises listening to JB's second album. gosh it's been a long time. and i believe i've realized how much i love that album better than their new one. :) i've missed it.
i feel pretty good about myself. i'm trying to think more positively and i think that's gonna be one of my resolutions. <3 which reminds me that i still have to make a resolutions list. haha i think i'll put one up tomorrow. (: well, tomorrow i'm hoping will be a better day. we're having a family get-together and i'm so so so happy that i'll be seeing my family again. they are the only ones that seem to make me feel "wanted". i'm actually "visible" to them and i can see how much they love me. i love them so much and i'm beyond thankful and blessed to have them. anyways, it's like really late and i should get off.


lovealways;morgan

i'm wondering where you are right now, who you're with, and what you're doing. well, probably sleeping. haha but i wonder what you did today and with who... i hope you're happy, truely. <33